Perhaps you remember the line from Sleepless in Seattle where Hanks talks about “Throw yourself into your work... work will get you through!”Well,...I tried that and it did get my focus off my wife’s passing, however, it left me a hollow shell of a man. My wife was my love.When the spring came around and my firm began planning for the summer in Europe, I looked at our current staff for an administrative assistant willing to travel for three months. Most were married or had kids or both to tend. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of only once every 10 days. The following is a list of why I didn’t succeed more often:We will wake the kids - 54 timesIt’s too late - 15 timesI’m too tired - 42 timesIt’s too early - 12 timesIt’s too hot - 18 timesPretending to be asleep - 31 timesThe neighbors will hear - 9 timesHeadache or backache - 26 timesSunburn - 10 timesYour mother will hear us - 9 timesNot in the mood - 21 timesWatching the late show - 17 timesToo sore - 26 timesNew. I tell Erika to place her fingers on Zareen's lips and slowly slide them downwards to her pussy. Erika complies and Zareen just holds her breath, Erika's fingers move down Zareen's neck and her bra, down her flat stomach and slid down to her pussy. Zareen jumps a little when Erika's fingers touch her pussy lips. I tell Erika to slowly move her fingers away from her pussy and slide them down her inner thighs and down her legs. As Erika does this, Zareen is a little more relaxed and watches me as. I swallowed what I could of it with my mouth, then I tried to relax as much as possible, and I started forcing it down my throat. Soon as it got there, the first thing I thought was how difficult it had become to breath, the second was how I felt like puking. I took it out of my mouth, gasping.“Breath through your nose,” he said.“I feel like I’m about to…”“I know. You’ll get used to it.”I leaned forward again, taking him in. Again, I swallowed as much of it as I could, while I heard him.