But I feel really fulfilled and that this is right for me." Wow. I know that Jess feels the same as I do, that you are doing anincredible job." I feel...the same. I still love you and Jess but somehow it is differentnow, as we always suspected that it might be. You are Jess are seriouslyin love and I do not mind, in fact it pleases me greatly, as long as youdon't leave me out totally."Chapter 58 - Another nine months had passedWe had just finished dinner and Jane was playing quietly when. I was working and in college, her mother did office cleaning and they were really poor. I bought clothes for her, and I never saw her wear anything except the ones I bought her. We used to go to Galveston (we lived in Houston) every weekend in good weather. Another favorite destination was Conroe in the Piney Woods. One summer she was gone to visit her aunt in the East Texas Big Thicket and I really missed her for the six weeks she was gone. Another summer when I was 19, I took her and my. As he walked inside with his jaw dragging the floor and his eyes trying to take in everything I said, "I have to confess. I have some very good friends that helped me. A lot of the material was stuff that was left over from other jobs and I had to buy very little. All of the apartments are painted off-white because that is what my friend had in his warehouse. Some of the things my friend said that he had left over but I know that he wanted me to have a nice apartment to stay in. If you want. “Jilly, will you come on a date with me.” The words are blurted out in one short breath.OK, this must be a set-up, my girlfriends have told this guy to tease me to watch my reaction.Let me tell you a little about me. I am 25 years old and single. I'm not single by choice, I just haven’t found a guy that likes me enough to ask me out. You see I am what kind people call a big girl—what those with no feelings call fat. Not just a big girl, but at five feet two inches, I'm not that tall. People,.