I don’t want to fuck you,...”My crestfallen face prompted her to finish, “ ... I want to make love with you. I’ve already learned to like you ... lot.”We walked to our room hand-in-hand, enjoying the balmy evening. Clothes quickly came off and we were side-by-side on the bed, exploring each other with our hands and then our mouths. I hadn’t touched a young firm body like that for decades. My apprehension about my response was alleviated. My hardon hadn’t been so firm since I couldn’t remember. " I said to himI moved away from him into the corner on the bed. My words did not even phase him any. My hands shivered and my heart begin to beat faster from how scared I was of him this way. I felt that my heart beat a bit faster the closer he got to me. I Had no place to go. He had me pinned in the corner. He got so close to where I could feel him breathing against my skin."Please Mike..don't hurt me."Begged with tears in my eyes. Suddenly it felt as time had stopped. I could not hear. I felt like such a slut for you, as you pushed my head up and down on your shaft. Am I awful for writing you all this tonight, with Kevin lightly snoring next to me? Just hours ago I indulged his request that I watch him masturbate. He wanted to fuck me, but I wasn't up for it. That's been the case more and more lately, so our habit is him jacking off while I watch. Sometimes he begs me to bite or pinch his nipple. Eventually his begging is cute enough that I'll do it. He cums so fast once I. “Yes it is very normal but I should not be talking about exploring my body to a man who carries a full load around with him. It surely will cause more frustration and tension in your body. I am sorry”. Malika said it all in one breath. She walked in the room and stood by the bed, as if waiting for Raj to remove the covers and reveal his erection to her once again but he laid there silently. Malika just did not dither and pulled away the covers and reached for his cock for stroking and jerking.