. i did as i wa said .. at evening he came home putted mw in a shirt exposing my belly and a skirt and a waist chain .. den his frnds came home.. i se...ved food to every1 the at end every sat at living room me in center music on i was told to dance i tried my best whled dey brust in laughter after like 1 hour i ws so tired he said to give his frnd a lap dance.. his frnd were horny and while dancing on lap he threw me on floor ripped of my skirt started fucking my hole another infornt of me they. My confidence wentthrough the roof that night. It was the moment I stopped presentingmale or androgynous. From there on, there was the only female. Almosttwo years after the realization that I had to change my life I thoughtthat I did exactly that. I changed my life and was almost where Iwanted to be.Almost. There was still a lot to do. I needed to change my name. Andgender. Officially. Because with Christmas coming up and me going homefor the holidays, I had booked a flight. And as there. ‘Tell me, truthfully, and hold nothing back. Do you still want … fun?’ Yet again, the emphasis. A knot of fear tightened in Amanda’s solar plexus. What was this man asking her to do? She prayed he wasn’t going to come in the door and … at the thought of what he might do, the knot tightened further. Amanda’s heart hammered wildly as the fear mixed with the strange sense of arousal. But something in the word ‘fun,’ or maybe it was that background music, just washed a wave of warmth throughout her. Sexy as fuck, I thought. Beard was coming out as well, But I kept it trimmed down to that 'fine line' trim like the Mexican bois started, maybe a ¼ inch wide. Didn't care for the bushy Grizzly Adams look at all. Overall, I had more of that bad boi look that turned me on. Time to get some more ink. It was a rare event that dad came home one day about mid May. Sitting around the dinner table (how many months had it been) Dad and Dustin were bickering about something, and Dustin let out a 'fuck.