It would be a one way interaction. No reciprocation. I would kneel and suck him and when it was over I would leave without cumming myself.He showed me...photographs of his penis as we chatted online and it was exactly what I wanted. Large, he said it was about 8 inches, and uncircumcised with a beautifully formed head. It made my heart beat faster just to see it. The anticipation of reaching out to hold my first cock, to feel it’s weight in my hand was overwhelming. I told him it was beautiful. Too drunk to drive anyway, so I checked into the motel. The clerk figured we were lovers and probably not married, but he booked us anyway. We didn't even have an overnight bag. When we turned the lights on in the room, I stared at Gracie. "I didn't plan this you know. I just wanted to remember one of the good times we had once." I know Reed. I've sure screwed our life up, haven't I? I'm so sorry. Sorry mostly for you, but a little bit for myself too." Tears were running down Gracie's face.. I'm not certain what I'm going to say to her. I could try to apologize for offending her but she has been just as offensive in her own way. I can understand her being offended by the clothing I wear and by my slutty behavior. But she treats Linda just as badly as she treats me. I don't know what her problem is but I feel like I have to talk to the disagreeable bitch before I give her resignation to Mr. Porter.I went to her door and raised my hand to knock. But I didn't knock. I don't work for. Diana was nowstarting to think in terms of feminising more than just my arse but shesaid nothing to me about this yet. She was worried that although I hadshown an appreciation of and aptitude for anal sex, the same may notapply to her desire to feminise me. Or in other words I may not beconvincing as a woman and I may not enjoy being dressed as one.I didn't know it then but it was no accident that Diana had taken upyoga. She had researched which forms of exercise were best for helpingdevelop.