She used to call me out loud. But either mom or dad used to stop me from reaching her. I could see tears in her eyes a couple of times.A few days late..., she was looking better, both physically and mentally. Dad went out for his business after making sure she was alright. I started moving back to the office as well as I can’t be off work forever. I reluctantly went to the office but could not concentrate on any work there.But I managed to be at least half as productive as earlier. Few days. Then again, I doubted there would be that kind of mishap. After telling me what kind of car he drove and the color, he said he’d call when he got near my place.I could hardly wait, it had been too damn long since I had felt the touch of a man. I made a face and exclaimed, “Oh hell let’s face it, I need to be fucked!”I went to bed that night, masturbating with visions of what him and I would do the next day. Oh my God did I cum hard.The day of our date, I showered, and picked out a sexy summer. Smooth. Skin without a blemish. Dark blue eyes that saw clearly, even through the hung-over haze.I stepped back and looked down my body. My skin glowed. No wrinkles. No sag. It was young and tan and healthy. My middle-aged stomach was flat and I could actually see the edge of my hipbones. And then I looked down.“Fuck! Shit! God damn it!”Come and blood matted my pubic hair. I was terrified. I remembered looking at this sight twenty-five years ago. I was young again. I was seventeen. I knew this. Usne muze kaha Raj utho aaj tumhara seminar hai na? Tumhe jaldi janna tha na? Mai ekdum se hadbadake utha. Aur use thanx kaha. Itneme wo moodi aur table par rakhi chai mere haathme thamadi aur boli jaldi chai piyo aur bathroom me aa jao mai tumhare liye garam pani nikal deti hu. Maine kaha thik hai. Fir mai bathroom me gaya aur nahake bahar aya to table par mera nashta taiyyar tha. Nashta kar raha tha ki udhr Mukesh nind mese uthkar aaya. Aur meri taraf dekhkar bola. Ratko nind to thik se aayi.