"There is going to be a lot to learn about being a girl, about becomingAshley, which by the way I think is a very pretty name."You'll be going through...a lot more changes both physically andemotionally than you already have, but from what you've said I thinkyou're ready for it."I smiled at mom. "Mom I am so ready for it and thank you for being herefor me, I love you." I love you too and I think it's been very brave and courageous of you tocome out to Dr. Price, Jenny and I and tell us your. Na, this one is too boring. Andon and on. Then it dawned on me. This could be my last time doing this. Iknew that deep down I didn't want to say that to myself, but I also knewthat this couldn't continue. I need to get through tonight and then letKyleigh and my Vanessa drift into the darkness. Anyway, since this was my"last night", I hoped, I knew what I would wear tonight. I put all my mom'sdresses back and made my way over to the drawer to get a pair of pantyhose.I pulled out a nude pair. I. We used to go for lunch together and spend the office time together tooThose things kept happening for 2to 3 days then during conversation I asked her weather she is married or notShe replied with the story how she is been married in the small age and how the life has changed for her when she got to know that the person she had married has done another marriage and living well in his lifeWhile we were together in her eyes I have seen some loneliness but I haven’t asked her about itI was hoping. The sounds of Megan showering awakened me, and although I normally didn't get out of bed at that hour I knew trying to sleep another hour or so would be impossible.It was just a bit past 8:00 when daddy got home, and for some reason I felt guilty about what was happening behind his back, even though I had nothing to do with it. I watched a mom kissed him when he walked in, and he gave me a pat on the head as he walked by before kissing Megan on the cheek when she came into the kitchen.A few.