A few days later I casually asked her if she had set the date for herMCAT yet. My plan was to take her to the Ritz the night after the MCATsto celebr...te her no-doubt success. Her response floored me. "I'vedecided to skip it," she said. I couldn't believe it. I asked her why- why on earth would she not pursue going to medical school when she hadall the skill, all the smarts, all the desire. "I've decided it's,well, just not really what I want."I couldn't believe my ears. I wanted to shout. The guy was online and I poked him. We started a chat seconds later.We got past the pleasantries and I simply asked, “I gave Toby a blow job a few minutes ago. Tell me that wasn’t a bad thing.”“That wasn’t a bad thing.”“You know what I mean,” I wrote, maybe a little angry. “My son. Blow job. Really?”“Well, like I think I’ve told you before, I wish I’d had sex with my mom. That she’d given me a blow job. Let me fuck her.”“You’ve told me,” I wrote, “but you haven’t really told me. You want to. It undoubtedly would have happened even if Michelle hadn't forced Ginger and me together so much, but all I knew was that I couldn't get enough of her. Our “yellowrocks” had become harder and harder to break away from and that few moments when saying goodbye had become tortuous. We hugged and kissed cheeks and touched lips briefly one time. I simply had no idea where this was going or how. I desperately wanted more with Ginger but had no idea how. Then in late November, November 24th be exact,. I laid my head on his chest and we drifted off to sleep.I awoke to the sound of the closet door sliding closed and Mike adjusting his tie."Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you." he said as he walked toward the bed."No worries." I said reaching out for Mikes hand.He sat down on the bed next to me. "I had a great time with you last night." Mike said stroking my hand."I did too, thank you." I said as he leaned in and kissed me."I can't wait to see you after work." Mike said as he got off the bed."I.