I found her determined. Jana's Converse. I sat next to her backpack, to the shoes. I carefully picked up the right shoe. It had clear signs of wear, t...e black was faded, the white tip covered with scratches and dirt.The sole had expired at the heel, the Converse logo was only tangible.The laces were on the outside rather than the inside like many other girls did. Jana probably wanted to see the loops. I held my breath for a few seconds, pressing my nose into the inside of the Converse as deeply. That tickled me, but it also excited me. His hand cupped my groin. The conversation had brought me down from my excitement, but Bob's expression of desire added fuel to the physical sensations. His hand kindled a fire in my loins.His lips grew more insistent on my breast. I could feel the milk begin to flow. "Oh," said Bob. "So sweet!" He licked once before returning to suck. I could feel my tension building.I don't think either of us would have noticed a brass band just then. A pianissimo. "Mummy why do I have to have someone come to take spermfrom me, I know how to do it myself I've done it many times?" Remember Lobelia my sweet sissy you have no say in anything, the sooneryou get that into your little head the better it will be for you, or doyou like feeling the clothes brush?" Putting her hand out ready to takehold of mine and lead me out like a cow being taken to the milking shed.I stood in absolute shock on entering the bedroom, standing there waitingmy arrival displaying a. .." Mom!" Ryan interrupted. "Will you stop it?" Jennifer took a deep breath, then exhaled."I'm sorry, Honey. I just don't know how to say I'm sorry for what happened before. It was so wrong and you totally didn't deserve it." Ryan noted that his mother threw in words like 'totally' once in a while, to seem cool."Mom, it's over, O.K.? Don't worry about it. Just forget it. It was no big deal." Ryan, it was totally inappropriate for me to do that in front of you." There it was again, 'totally.'.