Once she sat, I started speaking. “When I was twenty, the whole world collapsed around me when my mother died. Yesterday when I saw you, it was like...I saw her again. Your voice, walk, temper, and I bet your smile and laugh is hers as well.”Turning to look at her, she was facing away from me, with her index finger she was wiping her eyes. How much I wanted to grasp her and embrace her, to let her cry on my shoulder, but I was afraid of how she would react.Giving her a few of minutes to herself,. ‘O, God!’ Scott groaned internally, ‘they’re even thinking the same thoughts!’“My family live north of here,” Junior explained, “but takes no time at all in the plane.”As Junior reached down to grab his sack, Jennifer spotted a package at the top, partly revealed.“Oh, I can see the top present,” she said, “it looks beautiful. Can we leave that one under the tree and check out the rest in the morning?”They squatted down together by the tree and Junior pulled out the present, beautifully. Am Iright?" Oh, ok mom. If you really want to, I will do it." How do I start?" It is only two weeks away." Alan, honey, on Saturday we will go to Goodwill and see if they have anyclothes for a girl your age, ok?" Oh, ok mom, whatever you say."The next two days were both exciting and nervous for my mom and me. Atdinner we would discuss "womanless" pageants and why boys dress up likegirls."Alan, have you ever thought about dressing as a girl?" Gee, no mom, maybe once for Halloween."Hmm, she. Trevor had for a long time laboriously built up strong invisible emotional walls, which he had started at an early age with the passing of his parents when he was young that imparted an early sense of abandonment, then almost the rest of the his immediate family passing by the time he was in his early twenties. His shyness even with his best friends was due to this as well.From his years of working in most of the world’s worst war-torn and natural disaster conditions and his work ethic, Trevor.