I'm in my 50s and I've served in several locations around the world since my mid-20s. For almost two decades, I was celibate, but I regularly masturba...e to relieve the urge to make contact with someone. My last sexual experience, the last before what I'll describe, came when I was 24 and involved a young woman I'd known for years. It was enjoyable and I sometimes wonder if I made a mistake becoming a celibate clergyman.In my mid-30s, I lost my faith in God. I still wanted desperately to believe. His precum stained my inner slopes.“Fuck, Mom!” he groaned. “I’m going to cum all over your tits if you keep doing that.”“Cum on Mommy’s tits!” I moaned. “Do it! Mommy wants that! Mommy wants to just love you.““I do,” groaned Billy, “but I also want to be in your pussy, Mom! I have to be in you!”“Oh, I want my son back in me!” I moaned, staring at Billy Purvis. Why would he have a different last name... ?“Fuck it!” Billy groaned. “I can cum on your tits later. Ride me! Impale that cunt on me. Don't stop," I sobbed. His response was to pull the vibrator out. Before I could say anything, I felt the lubricated vibrator at the opening to my ass. He slowly pushed it in as I squirmed as much as possible trying to make it enter easier. He turned it on low and I felt the gentle rhythm shake the walls. Next, I felt something touch my clit and heard what I thought was tape being torn. I remembered the special tape I kept in my drawer that I used to hold little vibrators in place on my. (figure of speech).(The Next Day its a Saturday)I call Hannah and i am apologizing "baby i am sorry i did not know you would take offence cant we just forget it happened" and she said "no your gonna have to keep apologizing untill i think you have learned ur lesson" and i said "baby cant you just come over and we can talk it out and she said "maybe what do i get out of it" and i said "my apologies" and she said "well i guess" and it took a few hours then she knocked on the door and i answered.