I can't even ask that you understand because I'm not sure that I understand myself. Everything that has happened was my fault, no one else's.I do know...that as caring and thoughtful as you have always been, you have loved me, but never been in love with me. That was not your fault. The truth is, if I hadn't become pregnant, you and I would never have been married. I guess it's why I've never felt secure, even though you have been a wonderful husband. You were handsome and charming and everything. It only works if it's wanted. Both sides need to comply and let themselves dive into the beautiful unknown. Stopping my girl I stand from the bed and approach my gift. I tower above her and reach down to feel her sweet pussy. She gasps as if no one has ever touched her before. I hesitate, waiting for her to pull away, to say no. She doesn't move, I feel her pulsating and decide to act. I pull her to the bed and order her to bend.A firm spank lands against her rear and she lets out a whimper.. She spoke louder. "You! I'm talking to you, fellow. I asked if you needed a ride." Sorry, ma'am. It's been a long day, and I'm tired. Sure, I'd certainly appreciate a lift. Thanks."The trunk popped open. "Toss in that case of yours and hop in."Jamie got in the back seat. It was plush leather. Very plush. Now he noticed that the car was a Bentley. Money. Mucho money here."Where to?" Uh, nowhere in particular. Just drop me off wherever you're going and I'll take it from there." New in town?" How. "I began, kneeling right in front of her, eyes cast down."You can look if you want, you know. I'm not that much of a bitch" she said, softening her tone to something like intimacy.I actually found it harder to get there, looking up at her so close, than not. I had not really expected to be allowed to cum - girls often don't when playing the cruel dominatrix and Amanda's profile description had emphasized no sex. She picked up on my difficulties, I think, because she watched for a minute then.