Now imagine the needle on that dial going from one side to the other almost every day. That meter would be a good model for how my mind worked when I ...as in my early 20's. On the day this story takes place the needle would be leaning slightly to the gay side. When I locked eyes with Jim, the needle went all the way over to gay.I had come to the mall to shop for music. Hooking up with a guy was the last thing on my mind. I was looking around the store for the section I wanted when our eyes met.. At that time she was in light blue color saree and she is looking like an angel. I am very much tensed and nervous as I don’t know how to proceed further. Looking at me she asked me again and again why I am so nervous, initially I said nothing but on her continuous request I said that I am very much fond of her and I admired her beauty.She was stunned on hearing my words and said that it is not correct to think of a married woman like that. I gathered courage and requested repeatedly to give me. Me? Not so much.I was quiet and shy. I watched her as she walked past me. She had ontight jeans which showed off her butt nicely and a tight tank top. Thestraps of her pink bra showed on her shoulders. Her blonde hair was upin a high ponytail which swished back and forth as she climbed the stairsto Madison's room. Looking over her shoulder she smiled at me with alook that seemed to me to mean that she and my little sister were up tosomething. I ignored it and went into the living room and. It's awesome!" Cindy didn't want to shut up, or even take a breath before continuing.Finally, Sarah broke in and asked, "Did it hurt?"Cindy, still rambling, replied, "No! No! It was wonderful." But you screamed when he pushed into you," said Emily."Oh, well, yeah, it hurt a little at first." You screamed a lot." Well, it did hurt right when he did it, but it stopped hurting pretty quickly. It was kind of like when you get pinched hard."That answer seemed to satisfy the girls about the question.