I can't believe that I had turned down the chance for a more permanent life with the man I loved, for just my own vanity, but that's what I did; that ...nd more. Anyway for a long time Eric was the only photographer I'd work with. He still shot other models, but did his best work with me.Eric did 50 or 60 shoots in 2004, I did 3. The writing was on the wall for everyone but me.Eric started making plans for us to retire and raise a family together. I told my agent to start accepting gigs from. Yeah, a lot of you who are reading this may be thinking that I am some dumb ass, but hey, I still consider myself young at heart but in the context of the 1990’s. I also had to explain to the girl what the show was and how it was popular in America before we had internet porn and all that. We got ourselves really wet. I lay on the shower floor pretending I was unconscious. She acted her part as a lifeguard, she was freaking out and all that, and she started the whole CPR thing. I told her. She agreed we went there. Then she removed 2 buttons of my shirt and licked my nipple and massages my dick over my pant. I was in heaven and I started to press her boobs and ass. Wow she lost her control and said please take me to somewhere where u can fill my desires.I decided to take her to my room and we left the park immediately. While sitting in auto she was holding my hands tightly and even batting her own lips. We reached my room in 15 min and we get inside my flat and locked the room.. Howser whipped a fresh clip from his jacket pocket and reloaded his pistol. ‘Stop right there!’ he shouted at the beautiful semi-naked girl who was strolling in his direction. She smiled, looking him straight in the eyes and, continuing to walk, said simply, ‘No.’ The lieutenant panicked. He emptied the new clip at her, staring in disbelief as the bullets failed even to interrupt her stride. He saw her right breast wobble very slightly when it took a direct hit, and was pretty certain he.