He put his left hand down the front of her jeans and it didn’t take much working out to tell that his fingers were inside her pussy. Tracy was moani...g with pleasure telling him what nice fingers he had. Tony said “god you are soaking wet!”I was by this time in the room and watching this horny scene. Tracy beckoned me closer.Tracy undid her belt and undid her Jeans showing her little knickers. She said he could have a little look. Both of us put our hands in her knickers and fingered her wet. Times would have been exchanged, and then I would go to my room or suite and prepare for the evenings carnal activities. Not tonight though. This evening, I was looking for something more, though I was not sure exactly what. All I knew was this girl I had a crush on in high school was now sitting opposite me, and she was actually more pleasing to the eye than she had been then. That recurring flutter in my stomach added to the confusion I felt for some reason. I resigned myself to use the old. But it wasn’t working out. Sometimes I was at college or doing some work, at other times, her husband was home, and she couldn’t meet me.We got together sometimes and made out. We would enjoy making out with each other if we could get even 10-15 minutes together. We would sometime passionately make out on the roof of the house or sometimes at my floor. I would suck the juice out of those naughty luscious lips. We would begin standing out, and I would kiss her with immense passion. I would be. She was in so much pain I was told that her dying was merciful. The last few weeks I visited her every day hoping for a miracle ... it never came.We arranged for me to pick up Sarah for our 'date' as she called it. I needed to get out and see people. Sarah said that I needed to let people know that I hadn't died.I was just ... alone!"All by myself... 
Don't wanna be, all by myself anymore. All by myself... 
Don't wanna live, all by myself anymore... Hard to be sure ... Some times I feel so.