God, what was going on with me?The girl left and as Sam turned back I said, “When did you start dressing?”“Whaaat?”“When did you start cross...dressing?”He went pale and glanced behind him, but nobody was close enough to overhear.“What the fuck are you asking me that for?” He hissed. The truth was I didn’t know myself where the question had come from.“It’s none of your business Joe.”“Sam, I’m worried about you, that’s all.”His eyes narrowed. “You’re worried? About me?”I shrugged.. .. they’ll be out for blood!”Buckingham sneered derisively. “She upset half of them trying to wheedle her way into my confidences. Fortunately, I suspected what she was up to from the start, so all she ended up doing was alienating most of her support base. No ... Admiral Devereux won’t be anyone’s martyr.”“What about the Lion though?” Mishra asked, a flicker of fear crossing her features. “He was her champion. When he finds out what happened to Devereux, he might come after you!”“Just let him. Me jab naha ke bahar aaya to didi room me mombati jala ke bedhi thi. mene ushki or bahot dhyan nahi diya tha.mene didi ko aavaj lagai didi mombati de na muje kapde nikal ne hai to wo mombati leke mere pass aai me ye najara dekh ke to heran hi rah gaya wow kya gajab ki lag rahi thi.ushne achhe pink color ki sadi pahene hui thi me to jese ushe kabhi dekha hi nahi ho yesha laga.uchke blouse ka fiting dekhke achhe achhe ka man badal jaye ushkiBahpt patli bhi nahi or bahot bhari bhi nahi yesi kamar. He was still angry with her in general - especially after her behaviour today - and the idea of taking advantage of her without her knowing was not quite as abhorrent to him as it would have been a year or so ago. He didn’t even know what he wanted to do! He couldn’t touch her - could he? Surely if he only looked it wasn’t a big deal... “Fuck!” Joshua said again - louder this time. He belted back the glass of whiskey and poured himself another, larger one. He went into the living room and sat.