Like I was reminded before I was even old enough to go to school. when the superintendent at our building thought he had caught me watching a little g...rl my age while she was peeing, maybe even showing off to me! Turns out that, being ever the gentleman even back then, I had turned my back to her and was looking away so she could pee comfortably. Being the oldest in my family, I then found out that no matter what, being the oldest made me "responsible" for whatever, and was a good rationale for. There was a pair of shoes, some socks, and a belt. He dressed himself in the provided attire and then made his way back into the main room of the large suite. There was a clock on the microwave in the kitchen area that said ‘8:42’ on the digital display. Sean went and stood and looked out the window over the well-groomed landscaping below him. ‘Well, Sean,’ he said out loud to himself, ‘how the fuck are you going to get out of this one?’ He heard a click from the door behind him. Sean turned. Part of his problem was that the linemen, who made every win possible, never got anything from the cheerleaders, and it pissed them off. It was an old saying: "Linemen always get screwed, but never by the girls."He could tell immediately, though, that something was bad wrong. His sister, his big sister, a year older than him, wise and worldly, began to leak huge crocodile tears that ran down her flawless tanned cheeks right in front of him."Hey!" he said, putting down the earphones and standing. I'm not sure why I?m typing this or what I?ll dowith it.? I guess I?ll upload itsomewhere because, well, what else can I do??I can?t print copies and send them as Christmas cards to my friends ?because I don?t HAVE any friends. What I DOhave is have autism, which means that I don't like talking to people. Evenbeing in the mall makes me feel confused and upset because of all the noise andconfusion.? It alsomeans that people think I'm really strange (though I'm not sure exactlyhow).? I feel like.