I normally don't venture into another man's pasture unless he's given me reason to know that his woman isn't getting her needs met and isn't at all ha...py with the way he's treating her. And whenever I have fucked a married woman, it's been because the man she was married to was acting like a total prick and not meeting his own wife's sexual and emotional needs. Then, if I get some encouragement from the woman in question, I'm more than likely going to test the waters. And that has happened with. Since I woke up in the hospital, there is just... so much I no longer have."She tightened her hold on me and brought her other arm around protectively."I know you lost everything, but you have me now. I hope that can make up for at least some of it."Funny. We were talking about completely different situations but her words fit perfectly and were - surprisingly - very consoling."It helps, ' I said truthfully."I love you." She said again.Another wave of guilt. "You can't love me. You don't even. Right I said just see how hard you can get his hard on. So the next time Colette came in she handed Wilson his beer by putting it down between his legs and brushing his cock, and as he stared at her tits she grabbed them and did an adjustment I saw Wilson’s eyes widened. Then she went back to the kitchen. Wilson asked, did you see that. I said yeah she must be having her own drinks out in the kitchen. Colette came back to Wilson and pulled up her shorts to show her camel toe, and asked Wilson. I didn’t come out or start dating women until I was 30. At the time it seemed like such a relief to not have to perform a hetero role because I had a lot of deeply buried feelings that I had to deal with. Having a break from social expectations of heterosexuality helped me to redefine myself. Some people have a hard time wrapping their brains around the idea of a changeable gender because they see a natural definition of gender roles that seems rather inherent. However, I am not one who sees.