I tried to put on a disarming smile. She shivered. It was just a quick little shudder, but it worried me. Shudders could mean several things, some goo..., some bad, and some ... well I didn't think it was that kind of shudder. It was pretty obvious that her cultural compass was pointed due north.I decided we'd had enough of this particular philosophical discussion. "If you're not hungry at all we can just go straight to the graveyard."She blinked. "I am hungry," she said.The Harvest Moon turned. Who dreams in colors the human eye has never seen before. Who sees more then the average person , the dimensions that life has to offer. The stories hidden inside paintings, the shades it casts upon every soul, and the shadows that dance there. I wonder how she became so weak. I imagine, like those before her, pure tiredness. She gave up a little, not all at once, a little here, a little there. It became easier to not argue, to not put up a fight. Because when she did, it only brought on more. Final year me tha me usse din rat bat kane lagi thi uske final year ke exam ho gaye the vo apne ghar jaa raha tha meri bat amit se 7 mahine se ho rahi thi or in 7 month me amit se kai bar mili lekin amit ne muje kabhi touch tak nahi kiya tha vo kahta tha me tumhe sadi ke bad hi touch karooga vo bahut accha tha vo katni ka rahne bala tha or exam ke bad apne ghar chala gaya tha lekin idhar mera man nahi lag raha tha or na hi udhar uska ham dono hi phone pr rote rahte the kuch din bad hi mene sadi. Dada emni kono chap nei. Amio jani apnara bhodro ghorer. Eta amader bhagyo j didi amader sathe esob korlo. Dekhe nin, thakle prochur moja hoto. Didi ektu bojhao na. Amra tomake koshto diyechhi bolo?”(Then it’s ok. She is our slut. We will only fuck. Rest would not be allowed to fuck. But she can dance for all. That normally happens with sluts, right. Dada, there is no pressure whatsoever. I also know that you are from good families. It is our luck that Didi did all these with us. You see for.