I wanted him to feel like the whore I had felt with him and many others before him. Dress him up, make him up, make him wear provocative lingerie, and...watch him behave like that whore that I had in my imagination and that fed that morbid and strange desire, but that was also real and of incredible intensity.When I finally, and somewhat shyly, confessed my wishes to him, he surprised me by immediately accepting. I saw in his face that the idea was not strange to him. That he needed to take that. And unlike all the female knights she remembered seeing last night, her expression was not sharp, hard, as if carved from stone. It was warmer, friendlier. Combining this with what she knew about her body, she imagined herself as plain, slightly pretty, but not stunningly beautiful. And rugged. Larisa could feel the strength that remained in her muscles from her former lifetime as a man.Larisa shook of her daze, and began getting ready. She changed her clothes, used the small toilet in the. Now she understood that he intended to surprise her. He had recently put on some weight, though he was in no way obese or something. Though he liked to keep a one day stubble, he had clean shaved for her. He was just a few inches taller than her, and she liked him the way he was. Just a hint that he had recently been working out, his biceps protruded from his Tee. She thanked god that he hadnt been working out too much, as she preferred him muscular, but not excessively. Then she thought to. " Claire ordered.He looked straight up. She grinned as she took hold of the zipper of her jacket and unzipped it, showing her naked upper body underneath.She also took her black glasses off, so Jan was seeing her eyes again.Then she noticed the rain had stopped and so she sat down on the top of the bench in the park.Her long legs on the bench, invitingly beckoning Jan forth.But he didn't dare disobey her."Jan, go ahead." Claire said as she held the umbrella over her head.The leash fell from her.