I was happy pleasing him but I was worried about what he'd make me do. I sat back down in Japanese style legs folded under me waiting for him to tel... me what to do next. He didn't say anything to me just kept looking down at me, so hands shaking and in a rush for things to happen I pulled down his board swimming trunks; his manhood released into the cooling afternoon air. I slowly reached for him my hands tentatively shaking my small hand wrapped around him, it was so warm and firm pulsing. Yes hindsight can be a wonderful tool in life to boost ones learning andexperience in order to make one wiser. However it is a double edged swordwhich can force the realization of all the supposed deceptions ones selfhad propagated in childhood only to be mortified by the realization inlater life that I was in actual fact fooling no one but myself.I can honestly say I became aware of my true gender at the tender age ofthree when I could not understand why I was being treated as a boy.. Slamming that big ball cock into me had the same effect that Bud did but this one was by far bigger. I could feel and watch the large ball of his cock move in and out my belly giving my more climaxes then Bud had. He humped me faster then Bud and with a lot more force. The people watching, especially the women couldn't believe I being fucked by this big dog but they were enjoying watching it. My cries of pleasure let them know just how much I was enjoying it. The men for the most part had. The inside was divided into two lengthwise sections by a leatherdivider. On one side of the divider, there were two pouches. One wasshallow, running about three quarters of the width of the purse, andfeatured a zipper to protect the contents. The other pouch was narrowerand extended to the bottom of the purse. It held a pack of VirginiaSlims 120s Menthol and a gold lighter. Definitely womanly things.Also inside was a burgundy woman's billfold. I pulled it out andunsnapped it. I unsnapped.