Eventually, the page and words blend into each other and as if nothing had ever been written.It’s time to put the book down and just breathe in the ...tmosphere.The stars are out, I can see a few just above the velour window, the red tiles have more or less blended with the Indian ink blackness of the sky. The only light that reflects is from the street lamps behind the tree that is behind me. The County Council replaced the lovely sodium lights with white LED lights about a year ago. There was. ‘Dad that is great news, super news! I hope the med change works. But…umm, Dad, I don’t know if this is a good time, but, well, we need to tell you something.’ Sam said trying to keep her emotions under control. ‘Honey, what’s wrong?’ ‘Nothing, absolutely nothing, It’s not ‘what’s wrong’ but what’s ‘right’ Dad…Lynn and I are getting married next month,’ she said, her voice quivering with happiness. ‘Oh my stars and garters, you’re kidding me! That’s the most wonderful news I have had in months.. ”John indicated that, indeed, he had heard some things and it piqued his interest into wanting to maybe meet me in person. Actually, I am OK with that and my reputation has been in ‘question’ for a long time so I no longer worry about it. I mean, if I were a guy would I have to worry about my ‘reputation’? I no longer care.So, to add a little shock value I stripped to nothing in front of both of them and watched their surprised faces as I slowly wrapped a towel around me and headed to the. You can forget aboutappearing in public as a male from now on." Wow! I don't suppose I can go skinny dipping with the guys now. Can I?"Joke if you'd like. You can, but you'd better be prepared to getgroped a lot and give a lot of head, if you dare to go swimming withmen in the nude. You look like a wet dream walking now, you know." Do I? Is that what Jim thinks of me, now? Have I changed that much?" What do you think? Making you over into the epitome of femininesexiness was his original.