Look I can go on but my point is you don't have to do something just because your sister is doing it. To be honest I was surprised you didn't take the...neurology test, you seemed to prefer focusing on the nerves in your research papers."Ashly turns red when he mentions this. "Yo-you read my paper?" It was weird. She never realized it before but her dad really did just see her. No one saw her except for Becky, everyone always just saw them, together, one being. Not that Ashly had any problems. " Of course! I'm trying to entice you back into my boudoir for a night of limitless passion!"I slowly shook my head. "No, that can't be it." Okay then, I'm bored and I thought I'd have a little fun tonight and you looked like you could provide it." Nope. I am definitely your target for something more than a little fun."Apparently she expected this. "How about if I just say it's something I wanted to do and leave it at that."I took a long look into her eyes. She looked right back. I could find. You are about to meet a total stranger whom you only know from emails and the craigslist ad he posted. There was a scenario that you talked about online, but now you feel nervous, not knowing exactly how this will play out in real life. The only thing stopping you from getting cold feet is that you've come this far. And the aching feeling deep inside you. You know, here in the center of your being, that the dark fantasy you always had finally caught up, he found you.There is a knock on the. I picked up the keys and started out the front door. I paused to think for a minute.An hour later, I opened the bedroom door and turned on the light. "Hey sleepy head," I said. "Lunch is ready."He wasn't really awake. "Huh? Lunch? LUNCH???" He came fully awake. "Hey, what the fuck are you doing up untied?"I laughed. "And you didn't think you could trust me." I paused and got serious. "I TOLD you I love you and even if you're going to die, I'll still remember the time we have together."He sat up.