Once again, I had read many accounts of first time cuckolding and by all accounts this was the worst time. Most cuckolds were full of excitement about...what was to happen but at the same time very nervous and feeling jealous as well. I remembered one man writing that he felt his knees wobble the first time they had met his wife’s lover to be. “I shook his hand and then watched in horror as he gave my wife’s hand a gentle shake and then kissed her on the lips.” He had said. When our door bell. She didn't say anything, not out loud. Her eyes spoke lots of things, there was an ache in them I'd never seen before. I moved out of the door and went back to the sofa. She stepped in and closed the door."Why?" that's all I could think to ask."Because you needed me, Mick. You need to come back to life. You're the most frustrating man on this base. You speak to us, you're polite to us but you never see us as women. We don't exist to you. It's like you're dead inside. I don't think there's a. . I don't know how to describe it. It made sex with Melissa seem like a clumsy hand job," Dave began, but he hesitated as his mind compared this new experience with the one he had had with Iris. It was much better than the second and third times with Iris, but as great as the sex with Veronica had physically been—"Iris told me about your first time," Veronica interrupted his thoughts. "What happened to the two of you was really special, and I've never had the privilege to experience it. At. I was trembling and shaking as I answered yes. He asked me how long it had been since I had sucked my husband's cock, and if I swallowed when I did. In a trembling voice, I said that I had sucked him just a few nights earlier, and that, yes, I had swallowed. He told me that I would be used to what I was about to do then, because I was about to suck his. First though, he reached under my nightgown, and ripped it away, then he yanked down my panties. Then he straddled me, pulled my head up,.