" He turned to me again. "In fact, it was your mother who suggested I have a talk with you." About what?" I said, trying to help him out. As much as I...wanted to avoid this awkward conversation, I felt bad for my poor dad. He'd always been a role model for me. He was handsome, muscular, and beautiful in my eyes. I wanted to be just like him."You're at the age where boys start to go through a lot of changes. You know what I'm saying?" Sex, right?" I said. A sly smirk spread across my dad's. Shaving my body though it was already pretty smooth and cleaning and lubing up my ass and putting in my medium size plug for a good hard pounding. I arrived right on time, he saw me approach and he opened the door and quickly directed me to the bathroom as we had agreed, so I could dress and assume the sissy role before we formally introduced.I dressed in a leapord print mini skirt with purple leapord print assless panties and a pair of black sheer leggings with purple trim and bows, with a. ‘Also, it’s the first time that I’ve posed in the nude,’ he added as he apologised. ‘Nev…never mind, I can always touch that up a bit later,’ I stammered, feeling my face go red. Christ! If that wasn’t an innuendo I don’t know what! And it was unintended, but I think he picked it up for he gave me a big smile. I lifted up my pad, knowing that I had to close my mind down and concentrate on the drawing of his lovely body, one that I wanted to stroke, caress and kiss. Shut up! My mind screamed. ..My very first time, I was a virgin; I was his virgin...I remembered all the stories my girlfriends told me about their first time...I couldn't wait to tell,them about mine...I had always masturbated, but this was beautiful... I was in love....This lustful feeling was mine forever,,..My boyfriend was drafted and sent off to Viet Nam..I was devastated.. Would I ever see him again?Many days and nights were spent thinking about that afternoon, the afternoon of lovemaking and lust...My loneliness.