I felt each word when I was near Michelle though, and that night I found a way to make one part of the song true.I showed her my soul.It ended with th... guitar.Everyone's silence came into focus. I nodded at the audience and gave Michelle a last smile before I walked off stage.Ms. Smith hugged me tightly and kissed both my cheeks hard."God, you're so fucking beautiful," she whispered into my ear.It wasn't me.I couldn't help smile when I was near Michelle.The details don't matter, not to. "What was that?" "Sorry, the laptop's been acting up lately." Bert smiled weirdly. "That'swhy I'm checking it." Let me," Sam pleaded. "I love games." "Whatever you say." Bert stepped back and went over to the television. As\he changed it from Sam's movie to the ball game, he stared at the glow ofthe screen. As he moved his computer character over the screen, Sam'spolished fingers moved feverishly to keep the main character alive andsafe from its enemies. His eyes seem to see everything and. Then, who was I? The bitch whore, a serial adulteress caught in the act. Worse, my debasement, the things I did for Paul. Who could I transfer some of my unwanted knowledge onto? Tell Mom? Ruin her image of the good daughter? Hubby, destroy his happiness, the happiness of children and grandchildren? There was no one.Bubble baths, lotions, perfumes, attire, cosmetics, none could soothe my soul’s blemish. I tried going to church but God wasn’t in to hear my pleas. My husband's concern and. "This is my own creation" Sir said."it's basically a hydraulic jack mounted on a stand allowing me to position it anyway I want.I can gradually increase the length by pumping this handle, which as you can feel will push this dildo into your worthless hole.Now the dildo I've chosen is called teh Black destroyer, it's 14 inches long and 9 inches around and you will take it all bitch."Moving around beside me Sir attached a set of clover leaf nipple clamps to my tits, hanging 2 small lead weights.