“It’s only going to be painful the first time, baby. Daddy’s got a big cock and you’re very tiny, but just remember that you were made for thi...,” I said to her as I gently started pushing against her entrance.“Please don’t, daddy… If you stop now we can just pretend nothing happened…” she whispered as tears rolled from her eyes.“Oh, baby! Daddy can’t stop. Daddy needs to fuck his baby girl’s virgin pussy. It was made just for daddy’s big cock,” I said as I put a bit more pressure on her until I. She turns her head to the side,half from fear,half from shame.i push the long barrel of the pistol towards her.'open your mouth ' .no reply..'bitch,ill bash your fucking head in right now,if you dont open your fucking mouth '..i have her attention now.i push the length of the barrel into her wide open throat.she gags and struggles to accomadate the length and speed at which i push the barrel in and out of her mouth.a third finger pushes slowly inside of her wet pussy.my fingers match the rythum. I really wanted him as my first. So, after some time chatting and him getting over his reluctance, we agreed to meet and fuck. We met at a hotel. I got the room and prepared myself for the thrill of first time male sex. I was so nervous and a little scared. Would I like it? Would I get freaked out? Would he bail on me? So, I prepared myself like a good girl who wanted to be fucked. I wore a white lacy teddy and matching panties. I wore white thigh highs and some sexy heels. I opted for. Before the second phase of chemo, she talked fearlessly about her chances for survival and what the future might hold for us. Without her in my life and our daughter’s…the thought terrified me. ‘God granted us nineteen wonderful years together…try and find some peace in that…the last thing I want is to leave you and Olivia…as long as there is breath in my body, I’ll never stop fighting my love…’ Beth’s soothing words were like a balm to my suffering spirit and enveloped in her loving embrace.