Later on that day she was taking a shower and I decided to investigate. I spied through the door and saw her come out of the shower completely nude an... gorgeous. To this day I still can't get the image out of my head. That perfect 37 year old body, with those perfect breasts, amazing pussy and ass. There they were just staring at me. I stared at her for a long time, drying off, rubbing those gorgeous tits and putting her bra on. I got caught doing it and she had a talk with me saying it's okay. I saw it was one of the Negro soldiers that had stayed loyal to me after the war and elected to follow me out west despite the danger from the marauding hostiles. His name was Tiny and that was counter to his huge bulk that cut off the light of the sun if he was standing over one in the early morning dawn. He was armed with one of the Spencer rifles and I knew he was a crack shot because I had seen him bring down a pair of Johnny Rebs trying to steal our horses under the cover of a hanging. I asked her why she would retire at such a young age.She asked me if I knew what Japanese men called a "Christmas Cake."I told her I didn't and she said, "Who wants a Christmas Cake after the 25th? When a Japanese woman gets older than 25, men think she is over the hill. Even though I looked young for my age, and since I played leading romantic roles, I became too old for the part by the time I reached my late thirties."She then asked me what I thought about Japanese women and so I told her. Anyway in I went and only having a very small penis at the time decided that I would go into the cubicle out of shame and embarrassment, but someone was in it already, so I waited, hoping about from one foot to the next with a ohhhh and ahhhh so they might hear me and leave so I could go in and pee? as I stood there a man came in and walked up to the urinal and got out what seemed to my young eyes a huge penis big and fat and floppy, he started to pee and the sound of his wee hit the metal.