He promised her it wouldn't. But he knew he would. He then discovered the joy, first of all, of having two different web browsers. Firefox was his def...ult, everything opened in that. Internet explorer only opened via menus and submenus that only he knew about. He still deleted the history when he remembered. But since nobody ever knew how to get to that browser, nobody ever knew what porn he was looking at. His wife would go to Firefox ocassionally and check the internet history when he wasn't. The CT control room was filled with people, three Drs. watched as the images slowly revealed their answers. It wasn’t good as there was massive internal damage. The truck crushed my kidneys and liver and my lungs were full of blood.My color was changing, even as they rushed to finish the scans, I was turning gray, I was dying. The ventilator was keeping me alive.It's quiet, no one was talking. Tears were being wiped away as they took me back to the trauma bay.My friends washed my face to clean. " But... But... "Suzi looked straight in my eyes, and somehow triggered that familiar feeling. She made me feel better, and I knew they were right. They at least had the right to know."Are you sure you want to see it? I could just tell you, I think." Suz and I talked about this before. If you have to live through this thing every night, we can live through it at least once." Okay, I guess. We better all sit down on the couch." Scoot over. You should be in the center," Joey said.Suzi took my. I am compelled to do as she says. She is of Gypsy heritage and I swear she has a spell on me. In any case she summoned me to her place for punishment. The fact that I just saw Joe enter with his toys is of some concern as I am assuming that she will enjoy his company as they both punish me. It is a strange relationship. Chanel and I are in love. I mean intense “spend the rest of your life together” kind of love. We can’t stand to be apart. We need each other and love every minute we spend.