Her eyes still closed. I was still whispering ..... “You have a beautiful body Sam-- May I suck a breast ?” “Please -Yes please!! ...-You're driving mee crazy !!” I held the nearest one with both hands cupped.. “You may open your eyes now” I said, sucking the erect nipple in deep and rolling it with my tongue. Her hands came up and held the sides of my head in place. Tears had already formed and dried on her cheeks. As I fed on the breast, my hand slipped. Either the state drops all charges or we continue with a full trial." Well, Ms. Davis. You have a decision to make here. But I want to let you know that I will not harbor any lawmaking in my courtroom. This is a decision on the case and the law as it was at the time of the alleged offenses. Ms. Barksdale, I assume you have sufficient witnesses to educate us on the aspect of the law in question?" Thelma said with a smile."As a matter of fact, I do. The woman who helped write the book on the. For my own sake, or rather the sake of my backside I resist. Daddy enjoys every opportunity he gets to punish me. Secretly I, both, enjoy and despise my punishments. Particularly because my own body betrays me at my lowest moments. Daddy's punishments are designed for pain, but are never without pleasure. That is what makes each experience so bittersweet. I love, as much as hate Daddy. I Love him for all that he is, and hate him for having so much control over me. This was the lifestyle I had. "Great. I'll give Helen a call and we'll go to Vianen."***It was a 30 minute ride in Aunt Helen's small car. Vianen was a quiet city in the Netherlands. It was beautiful in every way.During the car ride, I didn't say much. I didn't really have a chance to speak. Mom and her younger sister couldn't stop talking about the wedding. Mom had never met Aunt Helen's fiance before, and Aunt Helen gladly provided all the details to mom's questions. They were two sisters who were so glad to be around.