You've been too nice to me over the years. I couldn't ask you to bail me out again."I picked up her white-knuckled hand from my desk, holding it betwe...n both of my hands. I whispered my response."Janice, I thought you would know that I would do everything I can to help you."She sniffled. "Yes, I know. That's why I couldn't say anything." So... you can't make the payments?" No. And they are threatening to hurt my baby if I don't pay them back." Who did you borrow the money from, Janice?" It's a. ?” I wondered why I couldn’t say the last two words of my sentence.Luckily Julie knew what I meant. She scrunched up her face and shook her head. “I don’t know. It’d be really messy.”I visualized the time I’d fucked Carmen. I wondered if she’d bled from the sex, or perhaps it was her period. From the look of shock on Carmen’s face, though, I was pretty sure I knew the answer to that.“Yeah, you’re right,” I agreed. I felt some disappointment at having this free time and not being able to fully. Finally Sarah said it in that shakiest of voices that sounded like it was coming through water,"Aren't you going to say anything, Mike? You could tell me you hate me. Tell me I'm a whore. Please say something."He tried to say something, sighed, tried again, took a deep breath, tried again. "I don't think I... there's not... what can I say?" A pause. "I don't hate you." Another pause. "I don't think I can talk to you. I can't talk to you right now." Mike?"A pause while he tried to formulate. My eyes begin to water as they always do and I feel a deep blush rising in my cheeks. Even after all of the time spent with this monster in my throat I still get embarrassed. Bill loves that part and I hear him chuckle as he notices my shame. But I don’t dare stop. Even the slightest bit of rebellion would be enough to have Bill expose me for the pathetic cocksucking slave that I am. He cares nothing for me. Nothing for my life. He will only keep my secret as long as I perform for him like a.