"As much as I desire to do so, I cannot commit to you — as a slave — when you are unsure. You know I am committed to you as a lover, even as your ...uture wife. I cannot commit myself, my will to you when..."She looked me directly in the eye as she spoke that last part. She was not being cruel. She was, in a way, begging me to take this seriously, to be the total Master she could commit to."Forgive me for speaking so openly, but you asked."I was quiet, shamed by my own indecision. I had sensed. 'I think it is a case of the 'What Ifs'. I went through something similar when I chose my college. My freshman year was crazy. Away from home the first time, lonely and a little afraid, but excited and pumped up with possibilities. I still wondered, 'What if I had stayed home?' I missed my friends from high school. 'What if I had chosen another college?' Would it have been better? Easier? More exciting?'She trailed off again and James was content, for now, to let her work it through. He wanted. She replied with smily.Wo wahan se nikal gayi aur msg aya ghar pe aao wo nahi hai. Bhenchod me to khush ho gaya apni lottery jo lagi thi.Me gaya door open hi tha me aspas dekh k andar chala gaya.Wo wahin sofa pe bethi hui thi mere jate hi usne khda hoke mujse chipak gayi aur kissing start ho gaya hamara. Deeply kisiing chal raha tha mera pura tounge uske muh me tha wo kiss kare jaa rahi thi. Me b ek dum passionate kiss de raha tha aur uski gand daba raha tha , kuchh der baad hum alag hue.Mene. I assume she is over her little temper tantrum.Night of the big fight, we arrive at the Palms Casino about 2 hours early. We have time to eat dinner and do a little gambling. She starts drinking something called a Blue Bicycle. It has something called Blue Curacao, Vodka and triple Sec in it. She went from 0-to total bitch in about 10 minutes. Then the fun started. She got mad at me about last night and started cursing me in front of people. The gates open to the fight and we enter and take our.