You will have to explain to my family why I have not returned with you. Please use the enclosed documents for that purpose and do not attempt to find ...e. I do not wish to be bothered by anyone from my old life again.Jean It was her note alright. He would recognize the signature anywhere. She must have written it last night after he had caught her with that Arab in the room. Well, she couldn't have put it more bluntly and she certainly had fallen in love with the life if her little exhibition. Far too distant to draw strength from. Marila did not run beside me, and in fact I was surrounded mostly by eight and nine year olds, who seemed somewhat contemptuous of my running. I collapsed before midday meal, and an older man, not an elder, but a few years from it probably, was assigned to escort me back to the horses. I rode with the old, infirm and the infants for the rest of the day. Dinner was a blur of aching muscles and pain. I collapsed on my furs as soon as it was over and didn't. I was giving her tongue a blowjob! That kind of freaked me out, you know? Like I almost felt sort of ... girlish. Not in some weird, I wish it was a penis way, not at all. I mean that she made me feel helpless, entirely submissive as I bobbed my head on her pink mouth muscle. It didn't seem like the sort of thing a man would do. But there I was, sucking vampire tongue like a slut, and I suppose there are only so many ways a gorgeous, incredibly sexy young woman can turn a man into her personal. Mae just needed some help ... finding something. She said she'll be down in a few." As I was saying, Jon ... I don't fully understand the job you do." I'm an investment analyst. I research companies and identify those worthy of our investment ... and those not so worthy..."Mae came down the stairs in her mid-thigh length sleep tee. I regarded her from head to toe -- how the cotton fabric clung to her breasts, how I could almost discern the twin charms of her bosom ... her full but shapely.