She knew that bottle had been full, so with a half bottle of whiskey in him, he wasn't likely to wake up any time soon. As soon as she looked, she kne... the papers weren't credit card statements.She started reading, and it slowly dawned on her. The paper said that Chris had been to a doctor, to be treated for impotence. It even said right on the papers that he reported it having been six months since it started.Jackie's stomach went sour. He had been telling the truth. Oh, God, what have I. It stopped on the next floor and two more people got in. I knew both of them. One was David who does the same kind of work that I do. He is tall and slim and I think is a couple years younger than me. The other was our mail boy. He had only started with us a couple months before. If I remember what he said correctly, he is 18 and this is his first job. I dont remember his name. He is black and about 510. Again the door closed and we all headed down. After a couple floors we felt a shaking and. "All right," the office said calmly, "finish him. We still have work to do tonight."The soldier put his boot on George's arm and stabbed him in the middle of the chest, withdrew his bayonet and did it again. The officer, stepped up, careful not to let the flowing blood soil his boots, and slashed George across the throat, almost beheading him. "Drag that out to the river and toss it in," he said, wiping his blade on the dead man's arm. He walked back to where I stood, held by both arms. He. I can give myself a deeper satisfaction with my toys now because I see you when I do it, but it hurt so much to know you weren't there and that you might never be there again." Did you just say what I thought you said," she asked. "Did you say that when you masturbate, you see me there with you?" All the time," I said. "Maybe I was there," she said, "because I saw you, heard you and felt your love every night." It's always been there, Jenn," I said. "If you'd kiss me, you'd know how much love.