Helmut tried to get away, but only succeeded in turning in the manner she had dreamed about so long ago. Ass to ass they stayed for some time until hi... knot receded enough for them to separate. By now, Ruth was almost senseless, only partially registering the semen of her violators as she spat it out of her ruined mouth.Ruth was found two days later, dehydrated, wondering naked and mindless in remote fields. Her ruined throat was trying to hum a tune, as she rolled or walked through the corn.. She made similar purchases for him, differing mostly in sizes, and since he was now 18, she bought him a handgun, that was purchased in HER name. It was a Smith&Wesson Model 29, .44 magnum, with a 12 inch barrel. She also bought a shoulder holster for it. He was talking about hunting, and had gone out with Bruce and Chris, who they had also met at the picnic. She had found out that Chris was a retired Game Ranger, and he would gladly teach Albert the way to handle guns safely, and both would. After reaching there I informed the hermit through the guard that I want to meet the hermit for a very special reason. The guard wanted to know the reason but I told his that I would only tell the hermit, nobody else. The guard informed the hermit about my proposal and he wanted to meet me after 3 hours, because there were some visitors.After 3 hours, I entered into the hermit’s room and told the guard to lock the door. The guard did not agree to do that. I told the hermit to order the guard to. I guess it's a testimony to how focused I am that I didn't even notice the war until almost a week after it had started. Or maybe a statement of my obsession. I'm not sure which, and I'm not sure that I care which. All I know is I've got to get her back.I've started this diary in order to get my thoughts down as Cammy and I search for her. The shields, unfortunately, are too strong to get a precise fix on her, but we do know she's still somewhere in the city, even narrowing it down to the.