The only downer was telling my spurned (and usuallyspermed) suitors, Rocky, Gavin and James, that theyhad lost the biggest reality show of their lives... Iwas such a little puss about it too -- acting sad forthem, but sporting my huge engagement ring and onlyswallowing their creamy, farewell loads once each.Well, once except for James. I hated to kiss thathuge cock goodbye. So I thoroughly kissed it goodbyethree times. Looking back, I think that James' bigrammer was a major reason for not. I gave her one last hug.“You can do this. I love you,” I said, and I meant it.“Awwww,” several of the girls cooed at my admission.Mel warmed a degree or two and offered a faint grin.“I love you too.”“We gotta go,” Marcy intoned.“Go,” I said. “I’ll handle things on my end.I just made it to Algebra in time and I felt much better. My smile seemed to confuse a few people who had other ideas, but not enough courage to ask what was on their minds.By lunch, things seemed to have returned somewhat to. Chukni jija ji ek badi mnc mai kaam karthe the isliye woo aksar der raat tak aate or kaaii kaii dino tak ke liye forigen trip pe nikal jaate iss whajh se didi ko kaai baar der rat tak akela rhana padtha ya kaii kaii din tak bhi. Merii didi ek dum gori hne or unka figer bhi esa tha kii bhudnu ka bhi khada ho jaye uunhe dhek ke. Ghar pe bhi jab didi rhathi thni or jab woo naha ke nikalthni thni or unhke giile baal or chikpe chipke kapde dhek ke tho mera bhi khada ho jatha tha.Wase mai aapni didi. 10:30PM. I figured I should at least get ready for bed.When I re-entered the living room, I was surprised by what I saw.Shae and Lizzie were already asleep, at least 3 hours before I had expected them to be.Feeling glad that I hadn't made much noise coming into the house, I ran to the bathroom, changed into a t-shirt and boxers, and laid back onto the couch. I knew I wouldn't be able to sleep immediately, but I still closed my eyes in hopes of possibly speeding up the process.After about 5.