I start to think of this as a warning sign and a lesson never to let it go that far. I never want anyone to hurt me like that. What Teddy did was not ...ove but abuse. He stepped over the line of trust. Shelly trusted he would never do that to him and he crossed the line. I trust that Nick and Pete would never do anything like that to me. I believe they do it because they know it is a pleasure for both of us and pain is not part if it. I look over at Nick. He places his hand on my leg. I place my. . That was a surprise... They bothare our friends. They talked to us about this weeks ago."That took the wind out of Mr. Miller's sails. He looked at me and thenat Sam who was nodding. He asked, "You did? You're okay with this?"Lyndsey spoke up, "Yes they are, they knew we were doing this in supportof them. We weren't making fun or teasing them in any way."Mr. Miller grunted, "Oh... Then... I'm..."I spoke up, "Mr. Miller, look I think it's cool that you're looking outfor us and everything.. He ran the leather straps down her body, before striking her breasts. He did that until the were streaked and red, and then he laid the flogger down on her stomach. He took more photos, and then he went to the chest once again and pulled out the body paint. He scrawled in big black letters across her chest and stomach, Daddy's Slut. He snapped a photo of her laying streaked, red, and wrote on. He pulled her up and unbuckled his belt. He wrapped it around her neck like a collar and removed his. I really was trying to stop;however, I can not keep from wanting to dress up and the longer I holdoff, the more extreme the result."She said, "You need to talk to someone, get some help. If you find outwhy, then maybe you can stop."Whatever the reason, I should find out, I said, "I will go to the CountyMental Health the next rain day, I promise." Jane may not have liked orapproved of my dressing up as a woman, she did not want to see me dressedup; therefore, when we had sex she would want me.