The first step was getting over the hump and actually sucking a cock. To be honest, this took a while for me as I would put myself in situations where...I could do it, but then I would chicken out. There were some initial steps of masturbating with another guy, giving a guy a hand job, and cumming at the same time as another guy.Finally, one time, I was brave enough to take the plunge and I put my mouth around another man's cock -- and wow, was that exciting! I had feelings of guilt and shame,. There’ll be somebody on it, I suppose, Miss Judith?”The blonde woman glanced at her wrist-watch. “Rebecca should just about be going on now,” she answered.Quentin pricked up his ears. “Rebecca?” he queried. “I think I recall her. A Jewess, I think... and rather a hefty one, at that.”“Correct,” nodded Madame Vesta. “Her Master, Otto Gerbon, ordered that she be put onto the Treadmill, twice a week for an hour at a time. Said it might help to keep her weight down.” A faint expression of sardonic. "Are you sure angel?" John asked."Yes," Jeanette replied.I don't think anyone in the room knew what to say. There were a lot of emotions floating around, and everyone shed a few tears as well."Well OK sweetheart, but just promise me you won't be mad down the line," John replied."I promise daddy. Just promise me you'll treat her right and love her the way you do now forever. She has had shit luck in the past, so just promise me," Jeanette said."I promise angel," John replied."Good. She means. " You got nothing to say that I need or want to hear. That thing you had sucking on your tit said it all." She's not a 'thing' Bobby, she a lovely baby girl." You know what I'm saying Krystal." Please Bobby, can we talk? Can I at least tell you what happened?" No Krystal, you can't. It is all too obvious what happened and I have absolutely no interest in knowing how it happened. You got yourself bred by a nigger and he's the one you need to be talking to because I sure as hell won't be paying.