I was lucky that Maria and Sonja (her wife) took me under their wings and helped me through it all. They moved to Sweden a couple of years ago to look...after Sonja’s elderly mother and so she could take over family business.The pair of them met me at Arlanda airport; they are both the same age turning 40 this year within 5 days of each other. They look almost like opposites Maria is fairly short and a little tubby, she keeps her brown hair in a neat bob, Sonja is almost stereotypical Swede tall,. He looked serious as he said, “I wouldn’t recommend sleeping in that suit. Twenty hours is the most I’d say you should stay in the suit. But if you needed the most you could stay in it would be about three days. Then after that get out of it as fast as you can and don’t wear the suit for at least twenty-four hours.”“What would happen after three days in the suit?” I asked, feeling very curious.“You would become permanently bonded to the suit,” Carter stated.I was now fully awake. I was. Almost all the younger ones died that way and the number over the past 20 years is in the hundreds. Girls in their teens and early 20s who have killed themselves or gotten so immersed in a destructive lifestyle they died." Jesus," Sarah said. "I knew it was a problem but I didn't know it was that bad." It is that bad," Leslie told them. "I have worked with three girls in 18 months who have killed themselves – three girls in their late teens who put a gun in their mouths and pulled the trigger. "I take it you're not thinking about babies?" I prompted her with asmile. She was young, maybe only just out of college, so it wouldn'tbe surprising, especially if her present sights were set on the upperreaches of the career ladder."I'm definitely not thinking about babies!" she said with a wide smile."So much disruption! What about you? Are you going to join the exodusand force me to look for another Jane Friday?" No. Not for me." I looked down into my empty coffee cup. Lookingback up I.