Lauren said, "I'm afraid to learn what I have to do." Oh, come on," I answered. "You get to be a blow-job artist. I don'tknow why I let you get the ...lum job but, take it, it's yours." Oh," she said. "Maybe that's not so bad." Tomorrow night bring a pillow with you. It's ok when you're in a carbut when you have to kneel on the ground all night your knees can getreally red and sore. There's also a lot of broken glass around here." Oh, my! I never thought of that," she said."Shannon, you and. The Earth Firsters at the back door were down! I stepped back, continuing to move as I brought my left and right hand forward.Hank had closed his gun range every morning for my training. After some building reinforcement, he put targets on three walls and had me stand in the middle to fire while standing still and in motion. I had fired thousands of dollars worth of rounds. The Confederacy made me ambidextrous, but Hank trained me to use both hands to kill our enemies. There were more Earth. When I have found Him who can play my body with His sensitive fingers like a musician plays his instrument... why would I ever want to go back? My one and only desire is to advance further into this wonderful world of pain and submission in order to experience new sensations.A psychologist would probably explain my desires by some traumatic experiences in my childhood. I can honestly say that my childhood was one of happiness and harmony without any serious problems. But my secret desires have. " I was new to all of this and had never experienced anything like that before. I was reluctant to become what she wanted. Some part of me was aroused and excited. I felt a certain thrill to try what she wanted. I wanted to try such a lifestyle. After some not so heavy thinking, I agreed to become whatever she wanted. But since I wasn't sure, I demanded that we just give it a try, and not consider that scenario on a permanent basis. Kate agreed, with the most beautiful smile I had ever seen. We.