I have imagined these moments endlessly, our first meeting, smile, and hearty laugh. No matter how many times I have dreamt or thought of this moment,...and innumerable times I have in fact, the reality of it is just so unexpected, so utterly indescribable. As I’ve steadily moved closer to you, and am now sitting across from you on the couch I gaze into your eyes deeply, so much so that indeed you often wonder if I’m listening to a word that you’re saying. You frequently ask me questions to make. The caffeine won't keep me up."We were in her kitchen. She hadn't mentioned a brand and I wasn't enough of a coffee aficionado that it made any difference, but I hadn't acquired a taste for decaf."Artificial sweetener and milk would be nice," I said.She puttered around, taking things out of cabinets. The water was heating in the coffee maker."I think I have some things figured out. You have a way of putting things that is very revealing, probably. Everyone does."If you say you prefer your. . and the situation. I was in someone's bedroom, and there was a woman spread across the bed. However, her clothes were mostly torn off and she was sobbing hysterically. And just a foot away stood a man, pulling his pants back up. It was eerie how much this scene reminded me of the one in the alley that had begun this. Without warning, I was suddenly watching another scene on top of the one I currently saw, seeing two things simultaneously. It was what had happened in there just a short time. None of them are my best friend as well as my lover,” I used my Jedi mind powers and sure enough, she relaxed.It was the plan that we agreed upon, after all. If she felt jealousy, I would soothe that jealousy away with my Jedi mind powers. That reminded me of the obvious question of whether or not the other Jedi powers would work. I certainly hoped so. I especially wanted to put someone I detested in a Force-choke-hold a la Darth Vader.“Damn ... at last ... I’m not a fucking virgin anymore!”.