I lovethe thrill of getting dressed and being seen by men but seldom ever talkto them. After the divorce I went through a phase of hanging out withoth...r tgirls and satisfied some bi curious fantasies. Once after havinga bit too much to drink I even did it with a guy. I felt awful afterwardand grew more concerned about being found out at work, it had cost me mymarriage and I didn't want to lose my career as well. I still dressedbut I was very careful and never interacted with anyone else as. " I said.To say Nicole was shocked was an understatement. It was hard for her process this detail. "Wow! This is, uhh... I don't even know what to say Amy." "Just don't tell anyone Nicole, please. You are the only one who knows." I pleaded.Nicole quickly responded to my panic, "Okay, okay. Calm down. Just think about it. Even if I try to tell someone, I would be the one they would be laughing at. So, ummm... how do I ask this.... how is Richard..." In bed?" I just stared at her, she stared. Anyway, we end up in this jacuzzi together in our underwear, we were both pretty tipsy , actually we were definitely drunk... and I just remember we looked at each other and then looked down at each other's boxers and then locked eyes again and started smiling and laughing, I was trying so hard not to get a boner after he checked me out, I started talking nervously about nothing. Then he blurted out "this is crazy" in a slurred voice, to which I responded "fuck it man it's graduation we made it. And after that I just wanted to find out.“Look Kiran these things happen , beta….”Arre Aunty koi explanation nahi chaiye , mujhe toh baas apka todha sa badan de do.He winked“Essa tapad maron gi na , saara lund kar xor nikal aaye ga”He got scared I could see it.Acha todha make out kar lo , I have never touched a women. He said.I knew I had to do something.And I thought let us have some fun then.I went near me and sat real close and started to play with his hair.Awww young Kiran , such a cute boy.