"Toni, can I connect my laptop to your TV, I have a heap of movies on it we can go through." Bobby asked."Sure, go for it." I replied.After a few minu...es, the laptop was connected. The guys went through the movies trying to decide on what to watch. As I didn't care, I left it up to them to decide. They chose some action movie I had never heard of, and after an hour or so I was glad the movie ended. I got up and went to the toilet, and as I stood in the bedroom about to join the guys in the. We used to chat a lot on WhatsApp every day though nothing sexual. But one day I asked her to play truth game over WhatsApp. That is each of us has to ask a question to each other and the person has to only speak truth. We started with general questions like where will be your honeymoon, what will you gift your wife. After some time she said she did not have any more questions. But I said I have many personal questions to ask. I said to her that I only have a close friend in her to ask such. Nicki beamed out of all proportion to what should have been a very simple event. To her, it was not. She, an orphan, was being treated as family and allowed to answer the phone. Nat and Whitney seemed just as pleased.Jeff listened to Carla for a moment, then interrupted her, "Hold on a minute, Carla. I don't want to have to repeat this. Okay to put you on speaker?" When she agreed, Jeff pressed the button and set the phone back in its cradle near the bed. "Alright, we're all in our bedroom and. Not only in my testicles, but cosmically empty, tired, done. My experiment was over, and the release was not any more satisfying than a regular Saturday morning hungover rubbing. I had been holding onto my purpose, and now it was gone.Which purpose was stronger: my biological purpose to orgasm and potentially create an genetic heir, or my higher purpose to not orgasm and complete the experiment? Biology had come like a thief in the night while my rational brain was out, but I jumped at the.