‘Please can I unlock myself and get the ginger out and pee?’ I stood there an abject mess, why I didn’t just pick up the key and get on with it ... don’t know. Somehow the whole experience had drawn me into being controlled and I was in such a state that I couldn’t think for myself. ‘Pee on the floor in the kitchen so we can watch.’ Oh my God what else? I was desperate. I picked up the key and ran as best I could into the kitchen and got a bowl. I unlocked the chain and got out of the jeans and. I was going to cum soon.I’m about to cum, I whispered. I gave my clit the final rub I needed, screamed FUCK as I came. Then I watched as one by one, the four girls orgasmed. “Good girl!” the pledge mother said. “You’re a sister now.”Later that night, I learned from my roomie that I got off easy. The sisters who took her to a bedroom kept her blindfold on and she had to pull a train with five fraternity guys. She said she loved. We would massage that later in the morning but for now we had talked ourselves out and were simply hungry.I drove and in the parking lot there was a squad car."Well it looks like someone is waiting for us." Ray said."Better than her driving up to work for us I guess."When we enter the door, Kathy our regular waitress took us back to the corner booth where Officer Cindy Smith was working on some paperwork. We sat down while Kathy went for our coffees and put or regular order in. Once she was out. "No! You're so nice I'd never hurt you!" she said.But she didn't say anything when I considered that it is very hard for people finishing seventh grade to know how they will feel years later.My pain at being caught and shamed and facing prison would cut her like a knife, I could see that -- but only if she was within 100 yards.I stopped myself. The entire idea of being sexual with her was absurd.Even if we found a way to keep things chaste, there was the small matter of explaining to her.