During the massage session, she asked me if I knew that she had fed me when I was young. I said no, because no one ever told me and asked since how l...ng ago did this happen? The response was, "When I was a bady and had to be nursed". I had even more of a rock hard bulge in my pj's at this time. She told me that, I wouldn't let go of those big juggs and that I cried for them very often. I was very aroused by hearing this from my aunt. Then she went on of how her husband comes home very. Since our relationship became closer, I’ve made a point to compliment her frequently - recognizing she needed the reassurance.“No, thats not right. Its more than that mom. I’ve always ... I’ve wanted ... well, I have always desired you mom. Sexually I mean.”That froze everything. Time seemed to stop, her smile had melted into something unreadable, her eye lids widening.The waiter showed up with a tray with our drinks - hot tea for mom and a tall glass of Coke for me. This gave mom the. No, I wouldn't have long to wait at all.She wasn't first off the plane, but close. She saw me immediately and came on the run toward me. I held my arms open and she leaped into them. We held each other tightly, her feet not touching the ground as I kissed her face and lips and neck at a frantic pace.As some point I put her down and saw the tears. I also saw the smile. I wrapped her in my arms again, holding her for fear she would be gone again if I didn't."I love you, Nicole." I love you too,. The old shake had always mademe a bit jittery for a while, the new one... Oh my God... I was so wiredwithin an hour of drinking it... After another hour of being around myparents they left and went to their bedroom to escape from my constantrambling... Sam on the other hand, couldn't stop laughing at me. I had tosteal her phone from her, just so she'd quit filming me for 'posterity'.I tried to be mad at her, but had the roles been reversed... I'd havebeen doing the same thing... My mind didn't.