I want know now . . right now!”Mel responded with a stunned silence as she considered. Then, obviously shaken by my blunt words, she replied, “Ho... long have you known?” Known what? I wondered! To continue the discussion, I replied, “Long enough. You can’t deny it.”Now, obviously shaken, she replied, “I’m sorry. You were never supposed to know! I love you and only you. Jack was just exciting and fun and I guess I couldn’t resist.. . .”As she spoke, I saw my world dissolved in front of. I thought of his wife Jenna and was suddenly envious,she was able to share a bed with a man with a wonderful heart and thebody of a giant. I knew from the locker room that his giant body wasreflected in all of him. Neither Sean nor Smitty moved. They bothcontinued to focus their eyes on me. I stood up and moved to Big Joeand pulled him into a hug.Stepping back, I looked up and said, "Thank you. I won't forget yourkindness and compassion today. The world really needs more of you init. You. In reality though he could make any woman lust after him, but he could not control his own. It would take a rare woman to love such a man: a woman that David doubted would ever come.He tried many times to make his relationships with women work, but his addiction always ended up ruining things. Either David slept with someone the girl knew or a rumor got back to them exposing his little adventure. Afterwards it was always the same: The girl would end up breaking up with him, and he would be to. " Oh, Baby, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to discourage you. You asked me to show you what it took, and I did."Davey smiled, a gentle loving smile, and said, "Aw, gee, Mom, I'm not bitching at you. I'm glad you told me about this. It's just that it's discouraging to find out my frustration is going to have go on for a while." But just think how good it will be when it does happen." Yeah, I just hope I'm not an old, gray-haired man when it finally does."That night when Davey showered, he soaped up.