Me: When did you become an adventurer?Sneha: Two years ago.Me: So, can I accompany you?She was surprised.Sneha: No way! I know you are kidding!Me: No,...I am 100% serious! Now that I have money, I can go anywhere.Her eyes were twinkling with excitement.Sneha: Okay, you can come if you are serious. I am gonna book my ticket tomorrow.Me: Please book my ticket also, I will transfer my money to your account.Sneha: Sounds perfect!!After 2 weeks, we were ready to go. Sneha’s mom was actually relieved. After that we hit the Food King. I tore the list into three pieces and sent each pair of girls on a mission. When it was done we had three full carts. The downside of all the help is there were some things that were not on the list.To my surprise they each handed me fifty dollars towards the groceries. "We can help now that we don't have to pay the dorm fees," they said. After the groceries were packed in the Suburban we stopped at Barkers Liquors to get several bottles of red wine, wine. I hated me. I thought I was some kind of perverted monster. I only wanted you to love me like I loved you!"I pulled her into my lap and rocked her, my arms holding her against my chest, her head tucked beneath my chin."It's all over now, baby... let it go. I do love you."'Don't just tell her, show her.'"I will. When she's ready. I won't rush her."'Let the boy do it his way, Marian. She needs to heal first.''Men... shows how much you know. She needs to be loved. Healing will follow. Look at. "Aren't you going to make love to me?" I asked."Not right now," he replied, "but if you come back in a little while and ask nicely, I might fuck you later." Then he picked up his newspaper and started reading.I couldn't believe that he would work me up and then ignore me! I'd show him though. I went back to cleaning up, ignoring the fact that my dress was hiked up and ignoring Jake. That lasted about ten minutes, and then I was back in front of Jake saying, "Please Jake, please make love to me.