Abe is still available to pray and offer counsel. He tells me that our community has passed its testing and its now up to us to live properly and grow...over time. I like that idea. We have lost enough people before their time and there is enough effort in living that outside problems are not on my "want" list.As I write this, I notice that good times don't create much news but happiness is that way. I just received a flash. Missy, who married Blaine, thinks she is pregnant. She's coming over. . Then when I was around 12 Istarted growing breasts and developing as a girl. We found out then thatinternally I was fully female, since then my external defect has beencorrected. I don't just look like a girl... I am one, and if it hadn'tbeen for what happened after that conversation I might not have had thehelp to accept this in time..." My voice trailed off thinking about whatmight have very easily been my outcome, I gave Jen's hand a firm squeezeand she just squeezed it right back.Coach's. So, what are you in here for today?”“My wife says my dick tastes funny.”A Cowboy said to a Rancher, ‘Is that your dog?’The Rancher replied, ‘Yup.’‘Mind if I talk to him?’‘Durn fool, don’t you know dogs don’t talk?’The Cowboy replied, ‘So what’s the harm? May I?’‘Go right ahead.’The Cowboy said to the dog, ‘Howdy!’The dog replied, ‘Hello.’ The Rancher’s eyes pop wide.The Cowboy continued, ‘Is this your master?’‘Yep, he sure is.’‘Does he treat you alright?’‘Sure does. Every day he takes me for a. "Bob was right, you can tell yourself you believe, and I really didn't, but then to actually have it happen." She shook her head and when she turned to me something had changed."That means the rest is true too, doesn't it?" She didn't wait for a reply. "All of it; the FBI, the murders, everything. Jimmy, it scares me to have you involved with these things."Mom never calls me Jimmy. "I know, Mom. It scares me, too. But..."She cut me off, "I know. You have to do it. I don't like it, but I know.