We use to meet each other like we use to, some times on the road, or in nearby market, or for any other simple reason. I had few talks with her on mov...es, career and some other casual topics. She mentioned her reason to adopt teaching line; it was because she loves children and always wanted to be with them.I knew this, because many times I saw her with small babies of our colony. More or less life was running smooth, we finished our professional courses, I joined Taiwan company as a. "And are you truly prepared for having a, I mean, I likeit when a girl fucks my butt but I've been taught over several years andbeen with many lovers. Actually it was Madison, when we were lovers, whotook my bottom first."I liked that Avery could discuss anything with me. She hadn't been shyabout any of the details of my transition. "Well I'll of course clean mybottom and the toys have allowed me to become accustom to,"She giggled. "Who is this mystery lover?" Yeah Avery, I've been fucked by. The front of the first sheet of paper provided the names of each confirmed family, and also the ‘possible’ families we were expecting in the first batch. The total number of sixty-three confirmed and ten possible families startled me a little, as I’d been expecting a smaller number.The rest of the papers, front and back, proved to be a detailed outline of the plan from arrival of the families, to their departure for the Estancia. Anna led us through the camping arrangements behind the stables,. "Just gone nine," Riley says. "Why, got somewhere better you'd ratherbe?" Other than Edinburgh, no," I say, though as the four of us head down tobreakfast and meet the other four boys (including a furious-lookingKeith, who's covering his hair with a flat cap), I can't shake from mymind the image of the six girls sat around the pool, and the question:what if?It's a question I often ask myself- more often than is probably healthyfor me. What if I hadn't had the courage to become Stuart, what if I.