And yes, Sandy was aware and even complicit, even though neither of us had ever verbally acknowledged to one another what I was doing.With the alcohol...still in my system and my head still muddled in confusion, I finally fell asleep, but it was an uneasy sleep, fitful and sporadic at best. I was atop my bed, restless and in a sweat, whether from my anxiety at what I had done or from the late July heat wave, I don't know.I suppose that she knocked which is probably what woke me from my troubled. To my surprise, she had sent a few hi’s and scolded for not replying.I messaged her back saying, sorry I didn’t see her message and was busy with work. And our conversation started again.Hema: You think I am idle and don’t have any other work?Me: No I didn’t mean that way. Sorry.Hema: It’s ok. How are you?Me: I am good, how are you?Hema: Hmm good.Me: What are you doing?Hema: I am working and in the office.Me: Where are you working?Hema: I am working in a bank.Me: That’s great. I am working in a. Cuddling, running our hands along each other’s body, feeling each other while we were at it. That’s when the most magical thing of the night happened. He kissed gently on my lips and I reciprocated in a newbie way. I can see he was a great kisser versus my lousy kissing.We were lip-locked for some time and then I dozed off, still embraced in a cuddle. The next morning, I woke up sober and my inhibitions have kicked back in. When I realized I was fully naked sleeping in his bed, I felt the. I could lose some food if a long power outage occurred. I filled several plastic bottles from the recycle can with water, then placed them into the freezer. They made a false bottom in the freezer taking up about half the space.Mostly I had bread items in the freezer so they would just get stale nothing to be alarmed about. I had already tossed the out of date refrigerator items, so it was pretty bare. I did have plenty of canned food, so I probably would be fine for the couple of days it would.